Wednesday, October 30, 2013

Unicorn Hair

So its no shock I love color and I love my purple hair, but one day I was a unicorn!!! I had my hair done by my dear and lovely friend Tanya and we got to have fun and make my hair all sort of fun unicorn colors. 

This was pretty easy for us since my hair was already purple with Paul Mitchell Ink Works, so when we lightened my roots it made this really awesome unicorn style. 

Comment below  if you would like me to do a tutorial on how to achieve this look if you do not already have purple hair. 

Experiment with your hair!!!

xoxo,
Cas

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Tuesday, October 29, 2013

Im Back on YouTube!

It has been quite some time since i posted on YouTube, well a year to be exact haha. I have a ton of respect for YouTube gurus, it is an investment of time and talent. 

Im not saying that this is the best video ever, but I promise I will get better at editing!!!

Come watch and see the fun stuff I bought from It's a Wrap in LA. 


This is where I bought my favorite red jacket from the set of Shake it Up. I thought it would be awesome to find a picture from the show of CeCe, one of the main characters wearing it, but I didn't find any!!!


One of my other favorite things i bought was a flash tattoo poster from Dan Smith's Captured tattoo. Dan Smith was on LA Ink and just opened a shop in Tustin!!!


Watch the video to see what other fun surprises I have!!!

XOXO
Casie

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Sunday, October 27, 2013

Haunted House Outfit!!!!

It's Halloween time!!! Even though I love to dress up daily, Halloween is surprisingly not my jam. I am assuming that its because i try to dress awesome everyday!!! The one thing I do love about Halloween are the scary mazes!!! This is my outfit of the day for my Saturday night haunt night.
Pants: Urban Outfitters
Top: Vans
Bra: Forever 21

Dress awesome everyday!!!

XOXO,
Cas

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Saturday, October 26, 2013

Catching Up


I have had an over the top crazy year since i last posted anything. My heart has been devastated and I wanted to keep it all to myself, but all this pain would be worth nothing if I wasn't able to share and help someone else.


At the beginning of October I celebrated my 27th birthday with my grandparents and a few days later my grandpa passed away. I am heart broken and crying as I type this. He was one of the only men I have ever been able to share my life with and felt that he truly heard what i was saying.  He was extremely sick and I am glad that he is no longer in pain. My heart hurts... I am glad that I am able to say that I saw him a few days before in a good mood and that he let me know he likes me with purple hair more than black haha. 


It doesn't change that I am heart broken and a bit mad. Today I took a 3 mile walk and I was so angry at God because I know my identity is in Christ, but I don't know what that looks like. I felt that, if my identity is in Christ why cant I just do drugs and have the skinny body I had. I want the feeling of being numb to everything. I MISSS doing drugs and i know that is sooooooooo beyond crazy because it ruined my life once and it would ruin my life again, but I just want my body back, I want that control.

Then i kept repeating how God has saved me. That He redeemed me, loves me, forgives me, and I am made new in an image of a saint, (me a saint, mind blowing) and even though I sin God loves me and will never turn from me. That the pain I feel from longing to do drugs will always be there and it hurts my heart because it is sin and it hurts God's heart too. I just kept repeating these things and then it clicked!!!! I have been listening to Satan's lies about me. Even though the lies he tells me are completely untrue, I still was listening. That I am not pretty enough, that I am not together enough, that I am crazy, that my past has tainted my future. Fuck Satan for making me feel that I am any less worthy to God. 

I feel like I am at a season in my life that I am restless and lonely and its because I don't have a firm foundation in what my identity is. I feel like the things happening with the people close in my life suck so much, but its because God is teaching me how to stand up for myself and not hold back the things I have to say. I have felt that everyone else has more value than I do or that their feelings and comfort are more important, but I have just as much value as they do.

I just want you to know that your identity isn't in what other people think of you or how others make you feel. Your identity is in Christ and where ever you are, let that light shine in dark places and don't let other people or circumstances make you feel less than a redeemed.

XOXO
Casie

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